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“To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.”
I'm Whitney, 23, from Kentucky. Love is love.
I want to hop in a VW van, drive around the country, meet my new favorite people that taught me how to do "that", take pictures that will hold my most beloved memories, eat that meal I said I'd never touch, drink that glass of wine by the shore, turn my fears into curiosity, find the love that is better than any romantic movie, and treat every moment like it's my last. That is how I want to live my life.
Isn’t it amazing how one smell can flood your brain with so many good memories?
So glad I’m not in a relationship where I constantly get lied to, told things every girl before me has heard, and have to hear songs that were used in previous relationships (but not knowing that until it’s over). Simply, I’m glad I no longer look like an idiot. I can now laugh at the ones that do.
Good day/night is good!!! :)
Just wanna say that being at the lake in the midst of a wild ass thunderstorm is the.best.thing.EVER. :)
Simple things
I want something special and magical. That person I can take a bubble bath with, lay in bed and hold all day while watching their favorite things on t.v., make them breakfast, chase them around the house and have a flour fight, go hike and watch the sunset on the mountains- wrapped up in a blanket, make them smile with 3 simple words, play their favorite songs on the ukulele, know their soul inside & out and not just accept their faults & flaws but love them, and never have to worry that it will ever end.
Just got home from High on the Hill Music Festival. I had SOO much fuck’n fun. Met some new people, hula hoop’n, drank’n, killah music & met some really sweet dudes in the bands, oh and i can’t forget; I touched on some pussy. I ended up staying and camp’n out, which I didn’t plan on doing, but it was definitely worth it. ;) If tha tents a rock’n don’t come’a knock’n!
Been invited to do so much tonight that I can’t decide where to go. How can you be so lonely on some nights and then BOOM!- everyone wants to hang out at the same time.
When you think you’re okay- then someone hugs you and you break down in tears.
Hearing things like this:
- You inspire me on the daily.
- Your kindness/sweet nature
- You’re one of the best friends I’ve made this year.
Breaking down. I don’t know how much longer I can handle things the way they are. I’m losing the hope I had. I’m losing the drive & motivation. Feeling lonely. Scared as fuck. Where do I go? What do I want? What is going to make me giddy? What is going to save me?
I got an interesting email. It said a certain someone started following me on here. They aren’t anymore. I just wonder if they hit the button by mistake or what happened exactly? No big deal either way. It’s just curious.
So..
I’ve been up all night for no reason at all. Gotta love insomnia. BUT I have had the most interesting, wonderful, real, and heartfelt conversations, tonight. I made REAL connections and it feels fucking awesome. I was starving for some new human interactions. I hope I get a little bit of sleep, sometime today- but if I don’t I will surely sleep like a dream tonight. Adam is painting something for me later and I’m stoked because he has some fucking talent. I can’t wait to see what he comes up with. I’m gonna go watch him graffiti. How killer is that?! My mind is slowing down severely. I don’t even know where I was going with this. Ha. The end. :)
